you are sure sounding pretty darn "together" today - so yay you. i find it hard too - the interacting "normally" while i know he has ow (and possibly others) out there. keeping that other life all there - having his pick of what life he wants which day.
i want to say - grow up PICK ONE. I feel like you i think- all or nothin.
yet - here i am - riding along - accepting both and wondering if all he thinks is "oh boy- i can do anything - everybody wonts good ole me?) i hope it's not the message i'm sending - this is fine and dandy forever?
mwd says "don't say anything twice -if you've said it before- he's heard it". i've been doing good with that- not having any r discussions. remaining calm- more gal (but liking it less)
this morning 3 yrs of "coldness - i couldn't fathom" and 2 yrs of knowing exactly what's going on- feels like 1,000.
you are juggling a heck of alot and doing great & sound mentally strong too. yay
thanks for sharing your life here- it does help - i agree - to be able to check in and hear someone else say they're having the same things going on- their h is doing the same dopey things.
idk- i sure hope - well, now that i type that- i don't even want to talk about hope now. i guess we're not supposed to have one expectation in the world.
ta da- squelch that little hope guy.
i hope today is a good one for you & me & everyone too - lots of gal & detachment to get us thru.
