I agree with MrBond. You can have backslides, I've had a few as well. When my H told me he was filing for D, I did everything they tell you not to do. I begged him, I said I still loved him, I asked him to change his mind and I said I'd changed! Now my 180 is totally back on track. Time for you to stop communicating full stop unless it happens to be about the kids and then just keep the texts short and to the point. Don't be nasty however much you feel like doing. You CAN do this!!!
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!