"I would think its normal to try and figure out why the WAS did what they did to try to change things within myself for future R."

I get it. I really do. You want some kind of closure. She can't give it to you.

That's why you need to concentrate on yourself and your self-esteem.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER