Raine, as I was reading this, I couldn't help but think you were looking for some positive signs he is trying to make his way back to you. I submit that's an expectation and one that will likely not be met at this time. You're still too close to see the forest but you see lots of trees, right?
He is a piece of work, no doubt. But he's trying to figure it out. That's about all you can say about him at this point. There is nothing else that you can or should read in all of that. Later you'll be able to put the pieces together, but for now it's a single data point in a sea of them.
It is kind of humorous how they act though, yeah? The messy room, the cologne, the crazy tempers... ah the teenage years.
Be patient, Raine.
Peace, AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."