own a buz - pt 12 ... taking him off the pedestal

[makingmagic]

First of all, I am not proud of the intentional pocket dial. It was a one time occurence, that I shouldn't have done. I thought I had averted it, apparantly not. All other pocket dials were by mistake and I still have no clue what he heard.

PON ~ I am not perfect, neither are you. I have had alot of growth and have doubled in my detachment skills. Albeit, the pocket dial is a set back. Wonka is right, there is a change in me... I am becoming more accepting of my sitch. As much as I still don't like it. (insert serenity prayer).

Thanks Linda... figured I have the power to make my OWN magic. Not Wait for someone else to give it!

Thanks Wonka, I am working on acceptance (its to be discussed at my next IC session). As for the financial discussion. I will not agree to anything with h, but want to hear what he suggests first. Then write it all down, consider it. Then go to a lawyer with it. I still need to get my name on the business first, before we can divide it.

Just had a calm disagreement with h. First convo was rushed but he called back because he thought he hung up without saying bye. Next convo. He is insistant that we purchase another unit today as he wants to make $$. I reminded him that our goal was to downsize and that we did not "need" this one. He got a bit snippy and stated "well maybe we need to divide this so I can make money and my expertise and time...blah blah". I said "yah, maybe". I ended up stating that I placed the bid for him, at a lower rate than he was campaining me for. I didn't want to bid in the first place. I got off the phone because I needed to make another call. Called him back to state I upped our bid another $50. He wasn't receptive, said he had to go.

I feel bullied.