decided to change my display name. I am no longer "waiting" for magic. I am "making" my own!!!
Celebrations with friends yesterday were awesome. (bad) I intentionally pocket dialed h for him to "hear" a party going on in the background as opposed to possibly all the "crying/complaining of h" that he may have heard with my other unintentional pocket dials. It didn't work out. The call was disconnected, so music was not likely heard, and I honestly thought it didn't go through (was relieved). About an hour later he sends a message "Hi.. pocket dial or is something up"... I was still busy, about 3 hours later I replied "ooops pocket dial sorry" Then he replied "no problem... hope you enjoyed a work free couple of days" I didn't reply till this morning, after I missed his phone call. "yes, I did. Really appreciated the break. Lots of work to do today, will call you in a bit". He seems attentive again today.
We have a busy work week ahead. I really need to speak with him soon about our financial position. I need to see a lawyer soon too.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
