rH, I like Blake Sheldon, like that song. "Honeybee" was a song I used to sing to S5 when he was little, and I still call him honeybee
I also like "She Wouldn't Be Gone".
You and H seem to connect over music - I think songs can be powerful that way. Thank you for this song
FY ~ I'm glad you got something from my earlier post.
I think we are right not to accept that our spouses don't love us. I have continually believed that my H still loves me. Still do.
Being there for each other during our darkest times, isn't that what unconditional love is all about?
Linda, you are always so positive! To tell you the truth, I'm really not feeling a hug today. If by some crazy miracle he hugs me, then great. But I'm not giving him one, feel like it would be forced.
Dear UW ~ I don't know how I would make it through without your gentle guidance. I honestly can't thank you enough, so sorry if if seems like I'm always repeating myself.
That weight on my chest is very heavy right now. You would think I would be excited and happy for him to come home. And a part of me is. But I am feeling such stress and anxiety.
I think because my expectation is that he will come home and go on and on about how great his trip was, in a sense rubbing it in my face. Even if that isn't his intention.
So I'm trying to prepare for that.
It might be easier if I didn't still feel that connection between us. But I do. And I think underneath the depression fog, he feels it too.
Thank you for that last paragraph. If this is where I'm meant to be at this point in time in my life, then so be it.
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
