Thanks FY for the suggestion. I had a couch cushion punching session earlier today, and did some name calling during that. I highly recommend it!
The truth is, I don't really know the truth. Just another reminder of our dead M. I HATE all the secrets and lies.
My H has lied about so much for so long, that its hard for me to believe anything that comes out of his mouth.
Yes, he seemed sincere that he was golfing. He didn't have to call home everyday - I did not ask him to. He seemed like he wanted to talk to me each time he called.
Yet, something just isn't sitting right with me about this trip. Too many odd things.
I had a nice time with my in-laws today. It was sad saying good- bye to my SIL and her kids. It ended up being a true blessing that they were here while H was gone. The days went by pretty quickly.
H will be home tomorrow afternoon. Like rH, I will have the house looking good and maybe even myself. I am going to do my best to be upbeat tomorrow upon his arrival. Being in a bad mood over speculation isn't going to accomplish much of anything.
Still feeling sad and down though. Going to try to focus on our family vacation and upcoming spa getaway.
And UW, I read your post over and over. It did make me feel better. So, thanks for calming me down - once again
And thanks to everyone for being here and helping me along
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
