"I know my W wants.to be let go but I don't know if I want to."
You don't have a choice. It sounds creepy when you say it that way too.
"I don't kove what she has done to me but I am capable of forgivness as long as she can be remorseful."
That's why you didn't learn anything from DB the first time. Forgiveness is a one way thing. It's a choice YOU make with no expectations of a return. Either you forgive someone or not.
"I don't think she is there right now or will be any time soon but can't this turn around?"
Again, that's not what forgiveness is.
"I really don't want to be divorced"
Again it's not entirely up to you. Aside from our W's cheating, I really didn't see how you had changed when all this was going on.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
