See, the fear of him finding someone else has already been realized for me.

You will be surprised at how you will be able to deal if this happens smile. A lot of us have...suxx...but we are still here and mostly? Better off for it, because it forces some serious looking at yourself. And, if you are lucky, serious growth.

Bug said, don't borrow trouble from the future. You focus on today. Then you do it all over again tomorrow.

GAL works. I just overbooked the crap out of my social schedule with a bunch of stuff. Scary, but exciting. ( I don't wanna meet new people!!! Lol)