Good for you, KP. It seems you have found an Island of peace in your ordeal.
I'm working on letting go more - as noted, 25's blurb posted above was rather sobering and insightful and it has served as somewhat of a mantra these last few days. Fact of the matter is that she IS already gone.
A lot of my fears are based on her finding someone else. Really tough for me to envision that.....or envision another man spending time with my son in a "quasi-parent" role. It's tough to imagine her with someone else. Nothing I can do about it, though.
Today I booked a photographer for me and S for our vacation in a few weeks. Will be nice to get some really good pics to capture the time together with the Pacific as a backdrop. I've never done that with just me and him before....it's always been something XW managed.
