The wall is cracking. I can see light...is it a miracle? I think so!
W was sad on Friday night. I had been giving her daily notes (like we traded years ago when we dated). I gave her one Friday night. I was relaxing in the same room when she started reading it. After about 10 seconds, she started bawling and crying. I asked her if she was OK (duh, no!). Then I asked if she wanted to talk about it. She got a little angry and said no. I got up. I chirply said, "All right, I'll be off then. Have a good night!" Then I left and went to bed.
Next morning she wakes me up in the spare room. She apologizes and says she was feeling bad about herself as a person. Ok...not really sure how to respond to that one. I'll let her deal with it.
Today, I asked her if she would like to help me make a present for S5 birthday. D3 had a birthday in May. I made a poem and transformed it into a book with pictures of the family dressed up like actors in an adventure. S5 loved role playing for the book. He said he wanted a book for his birthday also (only about trains instead of princesses).
W was still pretty mad at me back in May so I didn't ask for her help in making D3's book. I know she felt left out back then. What could I do? We could barely talk to each other at the time. When I asked today if she wanted to help she texted:
"Sweet, I love that you are including me, makes me feel special..."
Oh yeah. DB rocks! My W is special to me. I didn't have to say it...she already knows.
