It has been a while since I checked the hidey hole, maybe a month.
Warding off women....? Now who's got jokes?
My other thought is it might be his dad's - that's the best benefit of the doubt I can give him.
Yes, I looked into the secretarial course - that's the tuition/time I mentioned. I have wondered about assistance from my job; I am supposed to be "reviewed" in the next couple weeks and thought I'd ask then.
I really am at a loss with this ring business.
I have been having anxiety attacks of late, today with the ring its no exception.
So something's got to give. I've got to make changes some how some way. Going back to my thread title, I have to force myself to become uncomfortable.
All I feel I have left of R is night time spooning and good bye kisses in the am. And sometimes LOL, I hate these "tokens" as much as I crave them.
But then there was the "maybe one day I'll be a good husband" comment... (Truth be told my first response (swallowed, not spoken) was "For whom?")
And my anxiety attacks seem to truly concern H.
Will I be better off if I tell H that I can no longer "play wife"? Or will this result in even more sever panic attacks?
Definitely have had better days.
Me 46 H 56 M 22 yrs S22, D20, Twin Ss18
You teach people how to treat you by what you allow. What you stop. And what you reinforce. ~~~~~~~ A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.
