New to This - An English Man In Trouble

[Hadlee58]

Well thought i would write a quick update:
Things have gone really well over the last week, we are planning a sit down this week to go over our annoyances and clear the air regarding them (both of ours).
Things seem to be moving forward but i find it hard not to be impatient, we booked a holiday for all four of us later this month which i think we all need and we have planned a night out together next weekend to let our hair down and have some fun together alone. Up until now we have had fun but it has been as a family something which i think the kids have really needed.
I am still trying working on myself and make a life for myself that doesnt always include my Wife but i have to admit i am struggling to not want to push things along at a faster pace!!
I am still sleeping down stairs but we are both showing some affection to one another (only in very small doses). I really want to kiss her on the cheek when i get home from work but worry that thats too pushy but also am mindful that thats what i should be doing!!! Its so hard to decide whats right and whats wrong to do.
We had a small misunderstanding at the weekend when booking the holiday i thought i would play it cool and not appear that i was pushing it through (its her idea although i am so happy about this). It appears we were both waiting on each other to make the first move.....
So big picture is i am so happy to be in the position i am in but still have worries about how soon we should wait for things to come back to a 'normal way'.

Thanks guys for all your feedback it really is much appreciated!!

G