Bah, it's hard and painful, isn't it.

Forget about the gift, the minute you gave it to him it was his, to do with as he wished. Painful yes, but try not to make it into more than it is.

You will feel anger and resentment, it's a given. Accept it, feel it fully, dig underneath it and see what's driving it. You've been hurt terribly, something dear to you has died. Honor that and you by grieving it fully. Feel it in every part of you. Don't hold back, let the tears flow.

About the pouting-if you are being the authentic Busting, don't worry about how he's taking it. We have no control over what others think of us.

Love you, Busting. You are moving through this.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss