Still Struggling and need help #4

[RosaLinda]

"For a variety of reasons, some of the anger I have repressed as I have been responding to her MLC has been percolating to the surface and giving me way too much of a "I have been a WAY better H than I have been given credit for and if she can't see it to he** with her" attitude, which is not the best when DBing."

no, I guess it's not CB! But I know I've felt like that, and if we're honest, I'm sure that everyone of us has. 

At least you haven't actually said anything out loud, right? It's probably not a bad thing, it probably just comes across as a sort of super-detaching attitude.  Nothing like my less-than-stellar DBing performance a few weeks ago when I screeched in strident fish-wife-like tones "I'M SOOO SICK OF YOU!" It just sorta slipped out under extreme provocation, oops!