Really? Have you asked anyone you know to go with you?
It could be that you have a friend who doesn't work until noon....
I've backed off on our conversations because I was beginning to feel like a bully.
And especially here on DB I think its helpful to have others' perspectives. Sometimes hearing things from a different source makes things more understandable.
But I would hate to think you don't feel you can ask me for help.
You are NOT alone in this Kelela. I know sometimes we need alone-time to process and heal but don't fall into the trap of thinking "nobody cares anyway... if I call so-and-so I'll just be a bother to them"
I would LOVE to see you value yourself.
Take care girlie
Me 46 H 56 M 22 yrs S22, D20, Twin Ss18
You teach people how to treat you by what you allow. What you stop. And what you reinforce. ~~~~~~~ A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.