Hi Kalni I think of you and Ali so often...wonder how you are. Thanks for the update.Im so glad you are doing ok. Seems like its only on the low days I come and look at the forum lol. Another low day today. H seems very aware that what happened really was a HUGE mistake in his life, and reminds me often. I feel like I should 'respond' more to his efforts to let me know that he's sorry, all I can muster is a smile and a tight hug, as I still feel pain, I feel like my emotions have gone dead ...on purpose...:( Big hug girls xxx thinking of you
I think of you and Ali so often...wonder how you are. Thanks for the update.Im so glad you are doing ok. Seems like its only on the low days I come and look at the forum lol. Another low day today. H seems very aware that what happened really was a HUGE mistake in his life, and reminds me often. I feel like I should 'respond' more to his efforts to let me know that he's sorry, all I can muster is a smile and a tight hug, as I still feel pain, I feel like my emotions have gone dead ...on purpose...:( Big hug girls xxx thinking of you 
