I'm sorry you had to hear H said he was having a good time. I say, you still don't know. My H would've said many drinking episodes were "good times" but there are always consequences.
I am so glad you found comfort in a church, a sermon, a feeling of spiritual "home" and a Bible verse. Those are all very powerful comfort zones.
Funny your H should try to pin you down about why you didn't answer the phone at that second when he is not willing to give info about what he is doing at any given time!
Keep that PMA up. You are that prize! You handled this weekend beautifully You go girl! Hugs, rH
Me54/H47 '08 H is "done" March '12 H moved out Brink of D, December '12 2014 totally reconciled! ...... "I firmly believe in the...absolute possibility of marriage renewal." Jim Conway