I dont want to end. Too tired to continue this chess match. And its becoming easier to think about this ending. I just dont want to be with A. Someone that treats me and our kids this way. B someone that feels WE'RE keeping them from their freedom and hapiness. C Someone with such reckless regard to everyone around them but their new"friends
I have to admit that I would like to be there when/if the fog ever lifts. But at this rate ill be collecting social security.