Hi T, welcome back! Glad you had a great wife- free trip with your boys
Fingers crossed, knock on wood, all that good stuff... I hope this is a true reality check for H. That he sees all he has with me and the boys, sees all he stands to lose. Is she really worth it?
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Did something today that was an important part of my GAL list - I went to church with the boys.
I was raised Catholic, married Episcopalian, and have been looking for a church to call home. I found it.
Today's sermon was about humility - acting with grace even when others treat you horribly. That it's really God's problem how that person is acting, not yours. Gee, just a little bit pertinent to me
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H called today while we were at his parents house for his niece's birthday party. He has been calling around the same time everyday.
Initially questioned me a little about why I didn't answer the phone when he called yesterday.
H- I called yesterday, but you didn't answer, so I left a message
Me - you called the house?
H- no, your cell phone
Me- I texted you after that. We were outside with the crab
H- I was wondering why you didn't answer since you usually have your phone near you
Huh????? I already explained yesterday in my text that I was outside when he called...
He sounded good - said he was having a real good time
Asked me lots of questions - who was at his parents, how were the boys, how was I. Wanted to talk to S5. Told me about the weather there (rainy today) and asked about the weather here.
By the end of the conversation, I could sense something in his voice. Not sure exactly what it was - possibly a twinge of sadness?
Said he would call tomorrow, and that he's coming home Tuesday. But doesn't know what time his flight is????
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I had a good day today overall. Some moments of sadness and lonliness of course. At times, thoughts of them together would creep into my mind and I had to push them away.
But I felt pretty positive today.
There was a banner at the church that had this famous bible verse:
"Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends."
That's what I'm trying very hard to believe
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
