CB, I'm in the same place at times. A cockiness where I feel like saying, "fine go have your fun. I've been too good to you and I'll find someone who can appreciate it!"

Not going to happen, but I think about it. Keep it up bro.

M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later