Husband has one foot out the door!

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Well. Today I told my H that I would like him to let me know by the end of July whether he wanted to keep on going with me or separate. He told me he thought that was reasonable. That was the end of our discussion. Other than that, we haven't had any other relationship talk for about 1 month, since I started DB'ing. So, now I am just going to keep DBing like crazy.

I look at my H now, and I don't see much hope. I can tell there is something wrong, or different about him. Not sure if it has anything to do with me or not. His heart is definitely not with me right now. I am wondering where my H from a couple of years ago has gone to. I wonder how things could have possibly gotten to where they are at now, almost like he is treating me as if I am a complete stranger. I do not understand this.

I am fine with whatever decision he chooses. I am almost wishing he decides to leave. I am (almost) at peace with that decision. I don't think he can possibly stay with the way he is feeling now. I can only hope his feelings change for the better.

Wish me luck!