Me and the boys are wearing ourselves out riding dirt bikes and swimming. I've been keeping us all super occupied while w is off playing. It was hard to get them out of bed for church today.

W sent me a text this afternoon to ask how her "family" was doing. Then to tell how amazing the concert she went to last night was. It was the first mention of her going to a concert. It hurt like hell to read. I want to be there with her! I can't believe she doesn't know how that makes me feel. I played as if I was tickled to death about her fun. Asked lots of questions, etc. Very difficult to do.

M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later