I suppose I am waiting for something to happen. I don't know what , but something that propels me forward . It's a horrible feeling . I think my problem is that my guy is nt my ex. I keep comparing. He is different but not in a bad way . Not fair I know but is this human nature . I know it is what is keeping me from being content .
Years on new from my infidelity I really can see the pain I caused. I understand myself so much better and I have some serious apologising to do. I dd all the apologising years ago , but looking back it is only time that has really made me feel it
So is this the time to write the letter to to xh . Apologising for not just the affair but previous years abuse and disrespect ? Could I use this to see f a reconciliation is possible or do I just leave sleeping dogs lie and to be honest why do I want back?
