you are rite about the loss of hope hurting. i have glimmers - but they're small. the being apart is a bad thing I think. i hate it- i feel powerless (now anyway) to change it. i hate that the ball is n his court and he has all the power.
i read once the person that cares less holds all the power. sure true here. hate that too. lot of hate around huh?
just the frustration
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I think that comes from being the person that is always leaned on, it is just assumed that I never needed to have someone to lean on.
i like this thought- it is me allover theplace. so we're independent and self sufficient- why would that make anyone not know or see or assume we too, need all the same things everyone else does , as they do??????? God- we're all just people at the end of the day- same under the skin mostly.
tho, my h alternately told me i'm too independent & too needy- whatever one suitted his fancy that day i guess.
