Bug, it's day to day, sometimes, minute to minute. There are many times during a day that I just want to run away from all the memories. But, they would follow.

My H is treating me better, more lovingly, and more patiently than he has in our 17 years together. He continues to let me know he doesn't want to lose me and is committed, not only to me and our marriage, but to being a better man and husband. He's positive our marriage will be better than it ever was.

I just wish these feeling had come along before I had to go through the pain of infidelity.


M:63
H:53
S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23
M:15
T:16

Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways."
H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12
12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing