Up in the air, LONG

[Demoted26]

Thanks for the reply mizjjd!! Nope, I never see my thread listed either. Yes, just sort of venting here & tossing out whatever "vomit" is affecting me most that moment, since I am still on moderation.

I read DR, but I was new to my sitch & dont think I absorbed a lot if it...I NEED to go back & do so again.

I dont even know what questions to ask...I'm so damn confused!!
I guess...has anyone every heard of this type of dynamic before?
My divorce counselor sure hadn't. She just told me, " He's told you he's done...you have to accept that & move on. I suggest you file to protect yourself financially".

I am not even remotely ready for that, so I looked online & found this forum.
I read daily & try to support those who's threads I read.
Being on mod, my response pops up so late I have no idea if anyone had ever even noticed I've posted to them.

This whole thing blows, I hate it. I just wish of could wake up from this horrible, never ending nightmare. Reality bites.