I'm in the process of reading Crumbling Commitment again. I just happened to come across it on the internet. I couldn't find many reviews either but read some excerpts from it and it sounded good. I can't believe that it's not more popular!

I have not looked for another counselor. I've been doing better lately, for the most part. I still have my down moments but I can tell things are slowly improving for me personally. I still have a long way to go but the slight improvement provides hope.

I still don't have much communication with my wife. It's better for me this way though. I'm not detached from her yet and each communication seems to provide some sort of negative feeling on my part.

This past week for 5 days I got to hang out with a cousin of mine that I only get to see every 4-5 years. We both enjoy the outdoors so we spent a lot of time bike riding, hiking, and did some kayaking too. It was a nice change of pace to have someone to hang out with for more than a few hours.

I need to find more people to hang out with...


Me:38, Wife:36
M:8
T:13
No kids
Bomb:3/10/13
W moved out:3/30/13
Started D paperwork: 10/14/13
D final: 12/30/13
To a future of love and happiness...