Thanks Blue. From things he has said, he feels like I haven't loved him and haven't been proud of him. I don't know if this is how he really feels or if he is justifying his actions and his leaving.
He says that he has changed and that I don't see what he's become. I'm not really sure what he's become but I feel like he thinks he's outgrown me because he has more education then me.
During our conversation last night he mentioned that we needed to "end this" and I told him he had to do what he had to do. I tried to call him today but he wouldn't answer.
I just hope I didn't totally blow it but at the same time part of me feels like it would put an end to this 15 month nightmare.
