the self awareness that you have about your choices is what true growth is i think.
it is not that the choices suddenly become easy or that we transcend having difficult feelings.... but that the awareness allows us to make conscious choices versus reacting out of the fear or other feeling..
you have grown so much and are such an example of your thread title..
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Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13
