Thank you I really needed this I'm taking baby steps to letting him go; its still hard but I have to do it. I'm so tired of crying I so wish I could just stop. It will be a good night my two boys and I are going to our small town festival tonight and watch the fireworks. I'm looking forward to spending the evening with them. I just got an offer to switch to another dept at my work place I may just take up the offer it will be a lot better for me its going to be all morning shifts Monday to friday no evenings and no weekends. The only problem is when they start school I don't know what I'm going to do about them getting on the school bus. Maybe I could see if H would get our boys ready for school. That is only if he is still around. My 13 year old will be OK to get himself ready its just my 8 yr old is the one that I will worry about.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
