My mother is dying. XW wants to be my friend.

[tadpole1025]

Thanks 25 and KML. I too wish that she would try the treatments that you have suggested. I know that I sure would if it were me. I personally believe that she just wants nature to take it's course. She is in a lot of pain, but they have her on a morphine patch that is helping a little.

I know that this sounds selfish, but I've been thinking (or realizing) a lot lately that there is a good possibility that with the exception of my boys, there is a good chance that I may be spending my golden years alone. It is a little scary to think about.

I have a date with a lady this afternoon that I've seen a few times. I'm not sure how far I will take it though. I think she is moving too fast and she already wants me to meet her parents. I guess the problem is that I really feel nothing. Maybe I am expecting too much? I just don't know. I've been on dates with several ladies and it is the same with all of them.....nothing. She's already mentioned sex and maybe this is old fashioned, but I just can't really picture myself doing that with someone that I don't care about. Is that silly???

Anyways, up until last night, my anxiety attacks seem to have calmed down a bit. Last night's was bad, but they seem to be less frequent.

Hope everyone is well.

Tad