Nero, We will not allow you to float away. We are all right here and will grab you before that would happen. You are right where you should be at this time, taking things slowly and one day at a time. I know you get frustrated at times, but overall, I think you are handling your situation far better than I could have if I had been in your shoes.
Be thankful that he does "visit" and repair things around the home. I would take all of the "help" that he provides while he's there and be sure to "thank" him. It's frustrating when they land back into our lives and then fly away again, but he's definitely still very much tied to you whether he is aware of it or not.
Nero, I hope that you have some fun things planned for the weekend. If not, try to get out and take a walk and enjoy Mother Nature's beautiful scenery. Do some people watching, just to take your mind off of your situation. Do anything that will get you out of the house for a bit.
Take care.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
