Questions without answers...will the hurt stop?

[albamarie]

Oh Linda, what are you sorry for, you were sweet and right that it is what I have been wanting, but now I have to watch him be dep over it! I want to squish his face into a bucket of chopped jalapeños!!!

I don't believe that this means anything nor do I believe it will bring on any change. But, it's what I want no matter what he does, right! What am I going to do! First, I went on with my day " as if" and I tell you it was quite genuine. Now tomorrow will come as it always does and I will get thru again.

I have nothing long term written in stone, only ideas and possibilities. But, I can say nothing I dream of includes the alien in my H's skin!

Thanks for asking about the kids, yea they know what's going on, adults really, they just say he's weak and stupid, they don't have time or patients for him. D19 was gone so she wasn't privy.

Have a great weekend Linda, you have a vacation to plan


He left for work so I guess he's not giving up that night job any time soon for the sake of us! It's better he did because its easier for me to move forward on my own without him, he's settled, and I am mobile!