rH ~ you know what is weird? I saw you had posted on that thread, and reread that exact section earlier today.
It's all so true. I know she's not better than me, which is comforting on one level. I mean if he was hooking up with Angelina Jolie, I might understand lol! But OTOH, she is trash that dragged him right down in the gutter with her. It makes my stomach turn.
Feel free to be angry at her all you want! To know her is to be disgusted by her.
Yeah, I'm ready for the "His eyes opened up and he remembered that he had a beautiful, awesome wife and loved her for the rest of their days".
Something like that. Maybe someday.
Love all the activities planned with S13 - hope you had a great evening today!
UW ~ I think he more than knows this is wrong.
And as far as admitting there is something wrong with him, well, he has already admitted there is something wrong with him. Not that he's doing anything to fix it. I feel like there is such a complicated web of deceit that has been spun with H and OW. Not only would he have to admit HE was wrong, but he would have to admit that this messed up crazy woman he put on a pedestal and almost threw away everything for really f-ed me over too.
Wow. That's a TALL order.
I always look forward to hearing from you, I trust in what you have to say so much. Sometimes I feel like I'm in the thick of things and can't see everything accurately. Thanks for steering me straight!
Caigy ~ hi, good to hear from you! I think the same thing... He mustn't be too repulsed by me if he's always seeking my physical attention. And naked to boot!
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Soooo....
H called late this afternoon. Sounded happy. Said he is having a good time. Very chatty, giving me lots of details about his vacation so far. But as I've learned in the past, chatty can often mean guilt!
He wanted to talk to both boys. Asked me a lot of questions about how they've been, what we've been up to. Said he would call again tomorrow.
I've learned my lesson - no expectations!
Yoga was phenomenal tonight, sweated my a$$ off. Very glad I went.
Checked bank account, and as promised, there was a check from our employer deposited today to cover his vacation expenses.
Right now, I'm hanging with two little boys watching "Wreck-it-Ralph". Then we're making indoor s'mores then hopefully bed - it's already WAY past their bedtime!
Wish me luck!
Good night everyone
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
