Not officially. I miss some on "personal time" as to not be "available"... as per Sandi's 37rules.

Melting, I am aiming for an appointment with counselor tomorrow. Flex schedule, so we will see.

As for the message. I have now missed the opportunity, and we are on to other things. Again, he is calling ALOT today. Calling to say, he will call back, etc. Weird.

Tonight, I have a party to go to.

Today's points: +4 (so far)..(-1, -2, -5, +5, +2, +2), the day is still early! LOL

Wonka ~ yes, I am borrowing worries from the future. I get it. And I see that I should be greatful that its only "coffee" or NOT EVEN. But coffee is his word. Who knows what it means. I still don't like it! And I will deal with it if/when the time comes. Meanwhile, I am preparing myself. I am not controlling the situation, just stating my hurt squirrely mind/heart. Maybe part of acceptance? Dunno?

Thanks Raine... I sure am aloof these days. Apparantly H thinks I am ignoring his calls. Does he expect me to still jump at his whim like he is used too? I was busy!! It was my "personal" time! OFF HOURS! I am sorry if my "coffee" comments have been insensitive to your situation. Didn't realize that you have a slew of fugly competition. Must hurt your pride and feel rejection too. I'm sure you are way too cute too! smile

TX KD ~~~ looking forward to hearing from you when you return. I WILL MISS YOU!!

Bond, Gabby... not with megga intent. Just being mysterious/not available! If it were a client, I would have answered.


M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)