Haven't seen or heard from W since last post on 6/10. Texted her about my gmother's funeral date (tomorrow).

I havent been "obsessing" as much in the three or so weeks since then, at least not to the point of crying.

I do spend a lot of time PO'd. Very much so.

My C has been away 3 weeks. About to resume visits this afternoon.

My thoughts, when I am calm, have been that only God can save this marriage, and its none of my business right now. Stay out of it.

I happened to see her a little while ago, she acted very distant.
Said we could get together on any of her days off.

I havent been contacting her because of my anger, and don't want to say anything in anger that will harm my chances.

I get lonely then PO'd.

Me 46 W 43
S 21 D 18 S 17
M 22 yrs
Discovered OM 9/10/12
W moved to sister's 9/15/12
W moved to OM 9/27/12
Tried to DB until 7/13
W filed 10/7/13. Did not serve.
I counter filed 12/2/13.