Nero, You are taking baby steps and they are good ones, i.e., for you. Take each day as it comes and try to live in the moment. Okay?
Get your hair done and do some other kinds of pampering as well. This should make you feel a bit better. I wouldn't worry about the wrinkles! Young people are getting wrinkles from being out in the sun too much these days. Let it go.
Do you have any special plans for the weekend?
BTW, time to start a new thread! Your thread filled up quickly. I think I'm poster 112.
Please take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
