I'm sitting here at work and I just cannot seem to concentrate. I am nervous I have anxiety. I need a magic eight ball that actually works. AHHHHH I don't want to fall apart when I talk to my wife tonight I don't want to feel weak or seem weak. I am not going to back down on what I want.


Me 32
W 30
Married 11
D10, S6
BD#1 January of 09
OM#1 2005
OM#2 Dec 08
OM#3 March/April of 09
Back together August 09
OM#4 May 13
W moves out June 2013
BD#2 June 21 2013
Filed July 2013
D final in Oct