Unfortunately I believe that your dreams are due to unresolved issues. And you know that. There are so many things going on that you are not happy about but you have chosen to sweep them under the rug. You will not confront Gabe or discuss your arrangement despite the fact it eats away at you. And the things under the rug are still there and possibly multiplying.
I'm so sorry that the issues are beginning to manifest themselves in dreams. I hope you can find a way to deal with some of them that might give you some peace. Maybe you can tell Gabe about the dreams. It could open up a new line of communication. You could even ask his opinion about what they mean - see if he has any insight at all. That could be interesting.
