The implosion of this attempted reco kind of sent me back to that mindset that follows the first bomb. You know, where you feel like you're falling down a well and you keep clawing at the walls looking for something to hang on to and break the fall. Logic, reasoning, facts, feelings....you look for all of it to cling to and it just doesn't exist at the moment. I guess that's why I ask so many questions and wonder what she's thinking so much. Feeling that if I could just make sense of something and connect the dots it would be soothing of give me some peace.....break the fall.
Crimson hope you are doing good today. What you said really hit the spot for me when the bomb was dropped for me too. This is a reality checker for me yet again that i need to dig deeper every single day not for my wife but for myself most importantly
