Go easy on yourself This process takes a long time and going through the actual divorce is difficult Maybe try more self care..listen to yourself, trust the process I needed a a lot of time to heal, and a group of supportive women to talk to When you are ready, you will move forward for now embrace where you are and be good to yourself...None of it was your fault and in the end there is a definite rainbow Peace
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