"Why can't I move on from him?" "Why do I fantasize about my happy family?"
Maybe - and I'm guessing here - that when you got married, you believed it would be forever. That when you brought children into this world, you expected to be a H and father for the rest of your lives.
That doesn't make you pathetic. Not by a long shot.
I would question anyone that claims that divorce is "so great".
Sorry you're down, but I know that you'll be back up. I know it.
Stay strong for those precious girls
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."