Up in the air, LONG

[Demoted26]

Well, today is the day H finds out if he gets laid off. Rumors circulating & the fact that his boss hasn't updated his project, or given him any work all week, not to mention cancelling a shipment he'd set up for next week of a key machine he needs to do his job are not fabulous signs that he'll pull through this intact. But, you never know until you know!

I'm nervous about losing the income, but moreso the health benefits. H pacemaker is set to be replaced in 3-6 months due to low battery. I hope we can get that pushed up, if they know we are losing benefits. I'll have to go off my meds as well...not sure what life will look like without ADs, Painkillers, and biologics for the RA.

This is scary, but in a way...it might be good. His job (& having to relocate without the family & a place to go) is not good for any of us, he hates it and it's a toxic environment.
I have 10+ texts going back to April from him saying exactly that.
Either scenario had huge plussess & huge minuses.
I guess, like everything else, we just have to wait & see how this plays out.

I hate moderation. If it's this hard waiting, & I'm 8 months in, I can't imagine the people who are here fresh off the BD.

LUCKILY, if found counseling at that point. Wish that was still going. They closed the group due to lack of participation. Perhaps not having it at 2 on Wrd. afternoon would solve that...? Not my call.