Glad you're here. Sorry you're feeling less than spectacular.
I don't think that being angry is necessarily a bad thing. You have many reasons to be angry, to feel wronged, and to be exhausted and stressed from it all.
Maybe being angry is a part of our journey.
I say that if the thought of taking that trip with your H causes you stress, then don't do it. That defeats the purpose of what a vacation is for. One of the reasons I changed what I wanted to do for our family vacation is that the thought of spending seven + hours in a car with my MLC H and two small children who have never been in a car that long rose my anxiety level to above manageable. I wasn't going to put myself - or the other members of my family - through that.
I say that when your H leaves with the twins, you do your own little vacation or mini- trip. Is there somewhere you'd like to go to relax, even just for a day or two? A friend that could come along?
Don't feel bad about posting when you're down. That's why we're here.
Hope you are feeling better soon
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
