I know this a marathon and not a sprint but when does DB become a pride and self esteem issue? I get wanting to save your marriage. But After a certain while isn't it more like "s/he's just not that into you". I am starting to fear a super long process. I will do it now bc be seems a bit receptive and I am having a baby. But after awhile I believe my self esteem is going to kick in. That's why I think I'll be n eventual waw. This feels like utter crap. And so much thinking.
My dim/180 techniques are working a bit. I don't call him anymore unless its about business stuff now he is calling me around the clock. I haven't quite mastered the art of not picking up all calls. I'm going to try when I'm our doing other things. GAL activities. Tonight going to festival with his aunts and cousins (they don't know anything). Tomorrow will see a friend who has been in "new gf heaven" for months and is ready to come up for air. Sunday and Monday (holiday in canada) i'll clean and pack this place -- has to be done and being pregnant puts a diff spin on GAL activity. He's busy all weekend with work so Really wont get a Chance to interact with him Until monday. Wish me luck people.
Me 35 H 34 DS- newborn 8/13 T 8.5 M 7 H's EA - 10/11 INILWY 5/13 DBing 6/13 Don't know WTF to do 1/14
