Lost, confused and trying to make a stand

[brobafet]

I wanted to be able to post at work but I am no longer able to. You do realize that she never stopped cheating don't you? Maybe she wasn't with the original guy, but always with someone else. Are you sure you want this to work? She appears to have a strong addictive personality.

I do realize it. No I don't think I can make our marriage work.
She does have a strong addictive personality. I will not take responsibility for her actions.

I would stop trying to address issues with her for the moment. Get a lawyer to protect yourself and your kids. Just because the people going to the lawyers seem angry, doesn't mean you have to be. She will walk all over you because you don't want to do this. Set your feelings aside for now. Get hopping!

kat

I'm trying to set my feelings aside. Fear that she'll refuse to let me take my kids this weekend is probably the most prominent. I've been talking to.lawyers but have yet to find one that I can afford. Thank you for your frankness Kat. I have a lot to think about and I'm running out of time. I have IC tonight. Please continue to pray for me.