I feel literally like i am in no mans land. I love my new guy to bits , but i dont ever want to marry him, and i wont have him move in. As for my XH I cannot comprehend how we would ever get back together. I believe i loved him but now i just feel like ----------------------------- dead. No feelings at sll . But i think that because I cant move forward I am hoping for the past. Cant let go. thought about theraphy for this but trying you guys first.
