Feeling confused today.

Interactions w H-- he asked about my trip again, Wanted to know WHERE I was going w SIL. I told him it wasn't important for him to know. He asked what STATE I was going to. Why does he even care to ask???

As he was leaving the house he said, "love you!" to the boys. So they & I responded "love you too!" He looked at me and said, "I do care."

I followed him out the door and said "I was just kidding," as I was just trying to make light of his good-bye to the boys.

He said, "I wasn't." meaning he DOES care.

In my head I was thinking, Caring is not enough any more. Sad, but true, I think,

Had dinner w a great new DB friend! YEAH, GALing!!! smile


M- 18 T-21
S-14,11 & 10
BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA)
H moved out 11-3-2012
10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life.
11-25-13 Jointly filed.